Chasing Death

I feel exhausted. Thinking about death. Leaving this world and go to another world
I feel angry.....
I feel lonely.....
I feel unhappy.....
I lost my pride and faith.....
I am confused.....
I am so helpless and hopeless.....
I want to end all those feelings and feel nothing and am alone, just by myself

am I sick? Or Insane? Mentally disorder? B

Between life and death
I have to make decision about this....