My Birthday and Eid Ul-Fitri

My Birthday and Eid Ul-Fitr

Kebetulan banget, tahun ini hari ulang tahunku bertepatan  sekali dengan hari pertama idul fitri ‘3 November 2005’…cool right… and I’m getting old, 28 years old now. I used to have my small family like others, have nice husband, cute baby, but I’m not lucky. so I still alone until now.

A long days before my birthday came, the first person who congrats me “Happy Birthday” is Herry, He is my chat friend, a nice person. He called me and also send me an e-card, even he was too soon to congrat me.  

And  when my birthday came, the first person who congrats me was my ex boyfriend ‘Oki’ and Tika ‘my best friend’, and then followed with my family (I have to  remind Them first before we go to masjid to do eid’s pray, cause I knew they forget about my birthday), ‘Keluarga Kita’ members and my friends at the same office.
‘The Freaky Guy’ didn’t give me a congrat’s word at all, He didn’t forget, but He’s not a romantic person, for him birthday is just same like regular days (I think so)…(

Actually, I was feeling unhappy with my birthday, I felt really sad…very sad, gak tahulah kayanya hopeless aja, feel like a loser.
This year is the tough year for me, many things happen to me, I don’t know I will survive or not, but I’m trying hard to rebuild my life again and have my light of my life on fire again.